I wasn't sure how or if I wanted to post this on here, but I want to always remember this dream, so I figured this was the best way.
Last night I had a dream about my sweet mother. I was walking along and saw her standing there with her back to me. I walked up to her and put my hand on her shoulder and turned her around. She had the most beautiful smile her face. We embraced as she said, "My Kelly." I just kept saying, "Mom, Mom I have missed you so much." We hugged for awhile then I stepped back just enough so I could see her face again. She just stood there and smiled at me with her huge dimples. I grabbed her and hugged her again. I didn't want to let go, because I knew when I did she would be gone again. We sat there talking for awhile and I couldn't look away, because I was afraid if I looked away she would be gone. All of a sudden something took my attention away and when I looked back she was gone. My heart was broken, but so full of joy at the same time. I had seen my mom again and got to her hug her! I woke up and I couldn't fall back asleep. I was so happy. I couldn't stop thinking about it. I've needed that for so long now. I miss my mom so much and I long for a sweet hug from her again. I want to her see her beautiful face and huge dimples again. I believe last night a little part of that was fulfilled for me. I know that may seem silly to some of you, but for me it's all I have. I love you Mommy.